I want to spit on the sun
I want to stab your heart
Until my arm gets numb
Admire you like a TV channel
Delete you
Erase you to bring you back
To watch your tears coming back in colors again
Each feeling an actor of my subconscious
As they play their roles in each dream
Devoured night after night
My digested limbs come back to you
Worms are devouring seeds in the sky
I shed my wings for a horn
As I feed the beast in me
When the dream is still a seed
It is easy to see the light burn it
As I walk away from its essence
Legends are gasping for air under your indifference
In a garden without root
Trapped inside myself like the water of a fountain
Like splashes of water, your screams are crashing against the walls of the world;
Like musk on the walls your scabs are a constant reminder of your intentions
Lapidated from too many dreams and expectations;
You drowned yourself like those coins at the bottom of the fountain
Sold was your soul;
Unread was the pain you have written on your skin
You speak to your cut like the water kisses the fissures of the fountain
They have ridiculed everything
Dissected the sky like a kid that plays with butterflies;
I felt our animal instinct fading in the monotony of our lives;
Like a black hole
They suck all your thoughts;
Words accompanied by tears are getting their meaning diluted
They are not the holes in my memory that are making me sink;
But those memories that I keep in a box of thorns
I have erased myself;
Wait and see their prophecies with their chained sky open themselves
I saw everything and everything was dead
The will to live slides through your fingers;
Like clouds passing bye you watched the past of others' lives;
Those lives were so light and clear but none of those belonged to you;
Slicing words slide through your lips stabbing the sky every time you breathe;
Confused and tired among bruises and kisses your eyes are like a moon that has seen too many nights;
In a dead wounded sky you have found rest
I have trapped moments
to see if their reflections would make you feel still alive
You have nailed them in a book
whose pages are their coffins;
A small phrase with the date above its image
How many pieces of you have you lost?
To the point that you don't recognize yourself anymore;
I will allow you to skim through the pages of my past
Everything I have built is burying me
And even if I would change the order of the pages and a new life would result from it, it would be buried and forgotten anyway;
I will keep my most precious moments in my mind
I will not let time rob their colors;
I have relived those images
to understand if wh
I have drowned under a world that has never given anything.
No longer will the cold mornings and their news freeze my pale body.
My thoughts are falling from my mind and they melt like the snow flakes that abandon the sky to kiss the mud
Now my fantasy and doubts become my reality while I abandon the cage that I know
Dreams followed by stars
like sparkling particles that fly away under your breath
You no longer have anything to desire so you content yourself by turning off candles
Forced smiles shaped like cuts on their daily masks
You only still feel alive because you know that you can still bleed
You have picked up the dust of your dreams and used it as a decoration on the cake of tomorrow
Blow as hard as you can and watch everything fall
While your tomorrow is getting dissected and devoured you feel a glimpse of life bleeding away
In a deformed sky we are all angels
You flap your wings as you are distancing from yourself
You no longer d
Inebriated from the pain
with the thirst to understand;
In those dark deep nights only the wind carries your thoughts from star to star
As the tears coming from eyes who have seen too much are filling the empty glass that we call life...
I have ripped my heart to hold my soul
I have burned your eye to be your guide
Like two falling stars we are precipitating to our end;
It is not the absence of light that is stopping its growth
I have cut the sky in half to see if it knows what it is like to bleed;
There is a part of you that nobody will understand
There is a part of you that nobody will accept;
And that part is the only thing that makes you unique
You gave all your petals to the world
I want to spit on the sun
I want to stab your heart
Until my arm gets numb
Admire you like a TV channel
Delete you
Erase you to bring you back
To watch your tears coming back in colors again
Each feeling an actor of my subconscious
As they play their roles in each dream
Devoured night after night
My digested limbs come back to you
Worms are devouring seeds in the sky
I shed my wings for a horn
As I feed the beast in me
When the dream is still a seed
It is easy to see the light burn it
As I walk away from its essence
Legends are gasping for air under your indifference
In a garden without root
Trapped inside myself like the water of a fountain
Like splashes of water, your screams are crashing against the walls of the world;
Like musk on the walls your scabs are a constant reminder of your intentions
Lapidated from too many dreams and expectations;
You drowned yourself like those coins at the bottom of the fountain
Sold was your soul;
Unread was the pain you have written on your skin
You speak to your cut like the water kisses the fissures of the fountain
They have ridiculed everything
Dissected the sky like a kid that plays with butterflies;
I felt our animal instinct fading in the monotony of our lives;
Like a black hole
They suck all your thoughts;
Words accompanied by tears are getting their meaning diluted
They are not the holes in my memory that are making me sink;
But those memories that I keep in a box of thorns
I have erased myself;
Wait and see their prophecies with their chained sky open themselves
I saw everything and everything was dead
The will to live slides through your fingers;
Like clouds passing bye you watched the past of others' lives;
Those lives were so light and clear but none of those belonged to you;
Slicing words slide through your lips stabbing the sky every time you breathe;
Confused and tired among bruises and kisses your eyes are like a moon that has seen too many nights;
In a dead wounded sky you have found rest
I have trapped moments
to see if their reflections would make you feel still alive
You have nailed them in a book
whose pages are their coffins;
A small phrase with the date above its image
How many pieces of you have you lost?
To the point that you don't recognize yourself anymore;
I will allow you to skim through the pages of my past
Everything I have built is burying me
And even if I would change the order of the pages and a new life would result from it, it would be buried and forgotten anyway;
I will keep my most precious moments in my mind
I will not let time rob their colors;
I have relived those images
to understand if wh
I have drowned under a world that has never given anything.
No longer will the cold mornings and their news freeze my pale body.
My thoughts are falling from my mind and they melt like the snow flakes that abandon the sky to kiss the mud
Now my fantasy and doubts become my reality while I abandon the cage that I know
Dreams followed by stars
like sparkling particles that fly away under your breath
You no longer have anything to desire so you content yourself by turning off candles
Forced smiles shaped like cuts on their daily masks
You only still feel alive because you know that you can still bleed
You have picked up the dust of your dreams and used it as a decoration on the cake of tomorrow
Blow as hard as you can and watch everything fall
While your tomorrow is getting dissected and devoured you feel a glimpse of life bleeding away
In a deformed sky we are all angels
You flap your wings as you are distancing from yourself
You no longer d
Inebriated from the pain
with the thirst to understand;
In those dark deep nights only the wind carries your thoughts from star to star
As the tears coming from eyes who have seen too much are filling the empty glass that we call life...
I have ripped my heart to hold my soul
I have burned your eye to be your guide
Like two falling stars we are precipitating to our end;
It is not the absence of light that is stopping its growth
I have cut the sky in half to see if it knows what it is like to bleed;
There is a part of you that nobody will understand
There is a part of you that nobody will accept;
And that part is the only thing that makes you unique
You gave all your petals to the world